its true

I didn't say I love you for no reason. I said it because I meant it. Why can't you feel the same way? I have always felt like this and I get jealous because I only want you. I don't want no other girl to have you but me. Thats all i ask for. But it breaks my heart to know that I can't have you. iloveyou

.......

They don't see the tears she make
They only see a beautiful smile
A smile that can fool you
She looks happy
But watch out
She will fool you
Don't let her eyes control you
They'll take you away
Away from her pain
That's what she wants
But she wants to dissapear
Into thin air
Never to be seen again
But she wished for so long
So long to be with you
Let her take your hand
Never let her go
It will make her feel again
For she wanted that for so long
Someone to actually care
Care about the tears and pain she feels
So take her hand never let go
She also wants someone to realize her pain
Her pain behind her beautiful smile
But no one notices
She wants an I love you that's real
She wants someone to have her heart
She doesn't want shattered peices
She wants you

life'

Do we all feel like that? Feel like we don't know who we are? I do. I have always thought that. The real me is slipping away. Dissolving in the ocean. Like ashes of a dead man. A man of man games. That man is me. The old me. Why can't the real me show? Nobody needs to know. So I'll ship you off to a deserted island. Never to be seen again.

go your own way lyrics.

Loving you isn't the right thing to do
How can I ever change things that I feel?
If I could, maybe I'd give you my world
How can I, when you won't take it from me?
You can go your own way, go your own way

You can call it another lonely day
You can go your own way, go your own way
Tell me why everything turned around?
Packing up, shacking up, is all you wanna do
If I could baby I'd give you my world
Open up, everything's waiting for you
You can go your own way, go your own way
You can call it another lonely day
You can go your own way, go your own way

You can go your own way, go your own way
You can call it another lonely day (Another lonely day)
You can go your own way, go your own way
You can call it another lonely day

You can go your own way
You can call it another lonely day
You can go your own way

???

i wish it would stop

it seems the drama keeps coming back.

i want to be with you

i just can't

i want to think theres hope

i love you

i really do

i know you love me as well

i hope things work out in the end

Why?

Why did you try?

Do you know how much that hurt after i found out?

Don't say sorry

I know you're not

I didn't want to see you in pain

I love you

You don't have to chose the road to hell

I care

It hurt me so bad.

I cried so hard.

i hate the feeling that i can't help you

you need it

if only there was a way

i wil care for you

I wonder why i fell for you. Maybe because of your smile, your voice or the way we hug. i just don't know. I do know that I'll love you forever. I know you don't love me. But let's let fate tell us that we can still be friends. I hope we still can be. I really do. Do you want to be my friend? I hope you do. I still would tell you everything that happens to me. Will you keep the promise of caring for me, I would. Lets get to know the new us. I promise if you do

.........

why?
i don't know what i feel anymore.
should i have left when it got bad?
but i loved you soo much.
you didnt have to
i just wanted you
i just miss you
i mis the feeling
the feeling of being held
you're arms around me at night.
i just miss it
so for now i'll just dream
dream that you're around me
dream like you never left.
so i shall sleep
sleep to dream of you
iloveyou <3

disappear ;

i fake a smile

a smile to hide the pain

nobody knows how much pain and tears i feel

it gets harder

harder to know you'll never get her back

but its okay its pain

everyone loses a heart each day

so my heart was lost today

never to be found again

so i shall disappear

disappear into thin air

never to be seen again

to be away

away from the pain

the pain i thought was lost

lost forever

till the day he gave it away

----untouched;love