it's time

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

.........

why?
i don't know what i feel anymore.
should i have left when it got bad?
but i loved you soo much.
you didnt have to
i just wanted you
i just miss you
i mis the feeling
the feeling of being held
you're arms around me at night.
i just miss it
so for now i'll just dream
dream that you're around me
dream like you never left.
so i shall sleep
sleep to dream of you
iloveyou <3

Monday, April 26, 2010

disappear ;

i fake a smile
a smile to hide the pain
nobody knows how much pain and tears i feel
it gets harder
harder to know you'll never get her back
but its okay its pain
everyone loses a heart each day
so my heart was lost today
never to be found again
so i shall disappear
disappear into thin air
never to be seen again
to be away
away from the pain
the pain i thought was lost
lost forever
till the day he gave it away
----untouched;love